i will never ask if you don’t ever tell me
                                 i know you well enough to know

                                 you’ll never love me.

i'm so bored.

and, what's more, I apparently am technologically challenged. because I can't seem to get my stereo to work. yes thats right. i've had it for i dunno how long. but i don't know how to make the radio worrrrrrrrrrrrk.  some of the stations work... like oldies and country. but what if i wanna listen to something else?!! I've read the instruction book so many times and i just don't get it. So, I have no resorted to listining to the radio on iTunes, which makes me feel rather pathetic. So if anyone know's how to work stereos... call me up.

that's really it. okay. bye.

Currently Listening Preaching Lies to the Righteous By Blue October see related

sing along!

There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

Well expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around,
Asking if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I too hard to make you smile,
To make us smile...

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping or you're dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost its sway
(It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you
(Then came you)
And you took that away
(It's not so difficult, the world is not so difficult)

You take away the old, show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave
And send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're okay when I’m not around,
Asking if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile,
To make us smile....

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping or you're dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me...

hahaha. oh ebaums world...

HAHAHA. see what i have to do when myspace is down?? DO YOU SEE!!?

so i found this thing. and it said to take the first entry of your calendar for every month, and read them all and that would be your "year in review". but since my calendar is basically....just when i work. and peoples birthdays... i decided to do it with my xanga instead. but then. i remembered i hardly wrote in my xanga last year. so then i decided to document 04. so here in my 04 in review. starting with april.

april

ok so... my mom gave me my computer back tonight because I went running today and she thought it was good for me. but anyways. So in english today, we went to the 9th grade computer lab (don't ask me... I know I'm a sophomore... it's mind boggling really..) but yea. so Frances and I had some purevolume.com fun. haha. thats... really all we did... just sat in there and listned to music. I really like fall out boy. I like their new song 'no one puts baby in the corner' cuz... it reminds me of my 2nd favorate movie of all time (second only to Annie of course...) DIRTYDANCING!!!  snaps if you like that movie.. we should have a party... and watch that movie. I wanna learn how to dance like patrick swaaaaazie. he's a sexy sexy man.

may

ok so my parents gave me a credit card today... they're words were... "use it wisely". haha. I don't think I can fit all my clothes in my suitcase for england...  I have to learn how to do my laundry.

june

okay so today... dana found a baby bunny.. and so she called me for my... expert emergency aminal care knowledge... heh... and it's still alive cuz we fed it and kept it warm and weeeeeeeee! my dad said I should bring it to our house cuz he wants to play with it... lol. dork.  so me dana and kristen went out to dinner tonight... and then we went to Wells... and these girls asked us if we went to schimelpfenig... I havn't gone there for 3 years! do I really look that young? lets hope not...

july

okay so I was pissed today. Like... pissed, and jealous, and frustrated, and sad... all at the same time. So then I thought.. I'll write in my xanga. And I did. But it was mean, and I don't like it when people are pissy so I decided to wait until I was not as... pissed, and jealous, and frustrated, and sad... all at the same time. And I think that time is now.. except I'm still sad. and a little pissed. Well... yeah.

chris eat wor1d: i bet if you put mustard on a twig it would taste fine

wtf..

craig and I went skinny dipping today. but.. yeah. In different pools. We were connected in spirit though. I'll tell ya that kiddo is my favorate. I think I'm to safe. Maybe I will go get drunk/stoned at Floyds house.. If it dosn't kill me it'll only make me cooler.. right guys?

august